On September 7, I had a heart attack and the following Thursday I went under the knife for a double bypass surgery. My sanity was tested as I came out from under anesthetic when I entered a several hour time loop, and was unable through any means to change the circumstances within the loop. I always thought it was just a novel plot for a movie, but there is something intensely frightening about actually experiencing a time loop.
I was able to leave the hospital after about 5 days, but the Doctors warned me that I would not be able to return to my "real life" for three to four months. During the first two weeks at home I was attended by my grandmother and my mother...definitely an interesting situation, and I like to think that I grew in patience and in wisdom, but frustration and animosity might be a more accurate assessment.
I was approached between heart attack and surgery by a young woman I barely know, who wanted desperately to help.... so we talked for a few days and she decided to create a chip-in account in my name, to help offset my living expenses while I am not working.
Now I am not one who really likes to ask for help, especially from complete strangers, but I am going to.
If you would like to help offset my living expenses while I am out of work, please feel free to follow the link.
http://seanwalker.chipin.com/
I am definitely trying to get back into the groove of writing.... peace
Sean
